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[Dec. 1st, 2009|02:46 pm] |
I've been absolutely obsessed with Desperate Housewives and I hope to be just like Bree when I grow up =)
And to completely contradict what I just said, I absolutely hate showering. I haven't showered in days and I dread the fact I actually have to.. it's so damn cold and it's not worth it. What a waste of time, standing under water.... Too bad my psoriasis is soooo horrible when I don't shower =( FUCK sensitive skin that messes up every time I touch something that isn't cotton.
Annnnd also, black squirels are adorable and ate all my pumpkins. |
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[Oct. 7th, 2009|03:04 pm] |
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I've been wanting to update for awhile now, I just haven't had the time/haven't sat down to do it/been too lazy. Lots of stuff has happened, I want to post pictures. Mainly, I turned 23, I started Panera (kinda poopy) and I got a new kitten named Fern.... (she's lovely). Fern is laying in my lap right now... Sam got me an electric blanket for my birthday so I've practically been in it everyday since then... she loves it though, she's so small and cold all the time that she finds the most ridiculous spots to lay (when Sam gets home I'll have pictures to post). Oh man though, kitten LOVE. She keeps us entertained... Hunk and Myrtle are actually doing quite well with the new baby... Hunk is like her guardian.. they all still scare each other, but its funny. Myrtle hisses at her but the next hour will lay right next to her... I dunno, I give it a week and Hunk will be grooming her and then be lost in Myrtle's belly fur. K, I'm making mac and cheese for dinner so I gotta go start that... the muscle in my shoulder that I tore has been acting up a LOT lately.. today I feel pukey because of all the tylenol I take during the day and not eat =/.... yuuuuck! |
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[Sep. 16th, 2009|05:51 pm] |
My new job is going to be sweeeeeeeeeeet. Manager is super awesome. I'm happy. =)
Things are totally looking up for me.. new job and school stuff straightened out! WOOO HOO. |
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[Sep. 16th, 2009|08:10 am] |
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I've been addicted to sudoku... and I am now going to spend the rest of the morning till work playing it. |
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[Aug. 7th, 2009|08:16 am] |
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I bought a laptop yesterday, I'm going to Texas on the 14th, Jen's cake is this Saturday, I have a 1600 hospital bill, UHMMM, oh and I have an interview on Tuesday that I'm almost positive I'll get hired for. Good things and bad things, all intertwined... which are good, which are bad?! I CAN TELL YOU I'M STRESSING OVER THE MONEY SITUATION THIS MONTH. I need to defer my student loans, that would get a whole mess of money off my back yo, then I could pay for the hospital bill and the computer much more smoothly. Not gonna lie though, super worried about this winter and the niagra mohawk bill. Ohhh man. But, if I get hired at this new job and they pay me even a little more than what I get paid now and I get 40+ hours I will be a happy camper, a happy camper who can AFFORD things. Ohhh snap. |
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[Jul. 30th, 2009|09:42 pm] |
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I wish I could get a break. |
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[Jul. 30th, 2009|06:14 pm] |
I wish muscles existed for me and I wish my skin was tighter.
I wish I had no stretch marks on my thighs and I wish they were as hard as a rock, not flabby and gross. |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2009|09:26 am] |
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you know what sucks? I finally get the cats to stop peeing on everything by buying this super special super expensive cat litter, it works fabulously.. BUT Myrtle has pretty much been sick for a while now and she is having accidents on the floor near the litter box.. like, soft poop that just falls out of her butt when she's exiting the litter box (my guess at least)... well, recently, I've seen it happen to her twice in the hallway, poop just falling out.. and the past few days I have had to wipe her butt with paper towels. This morning, I woke up to poop stains on my sheets and a poopy Myrtle sitting next to me.... I need to give her a bath now and wash my sheets and she is going to HATE me. She gained a lot of weight when she got fixed, I haven't changed her food... she hasn't gone outside... I wish I knew why she was getting sick without having to take her to the vets... booooo I'm thinking about having her butt shaved... it would be much cleaner if I did that. |
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[Jun. 29th, 2009|08:16 am] |
I haven't posted in a while, which is a good thing and a bad thing. Good because I can honestly say I'm extremely happy, so there is no need to write in here.. but Bad because I wish I WOULD write in here because my life isn't just bad things. It's filled with happiness and giggles and good times that I should be documenting, I just don't. I'll try to catch up on an update now though in the like, 10 minutes I have to write.
Sam and I are "officially" dating... I say officially in quotations because I've considered him my boyfriend for a while now but he needed like, some concrete thing so we made it official I guess yesterday. He's the sweetest person ever, I think I've finally found how you're supposed to be treated. He makes me breakfast in the morning and leaves me the sweetest texts and e-mails randomly through out the day that have my cheeks hurting from smiling so much. We've done so much stuff already, we spend almost every day together. I stay in Oswego on the weekends and when he works in the Syracuse area he stays at my house. I think we're both learning a lot from each other and I don't know.. I don't see it turning bad anytime soon (although, I have now just wrote about it, so I bet it will crash and burn into a thousand hateful pieces now...)
Andrew moved out. He literally gave us like, a week and a half notice before the 1st. He moved out in 2 days. He was supposed to leave us the money for the bills before he left, he didn't. Now he's in Connecticut or something for 10 days and won't be around to help us pay for the bills that he OWES us for. Also, he still has the key to the apartment, which is not cool... at all. Good thing? I get my own room now, I don't have to sleep out on the bug ridden porch anymore, I won't have to go through Megan's room to get out.. I won't have to listen to Dave's music all night... Bad thing? My rent just shot up 67 dollars and that's 67 dollars I'm not sure I can afford. I'm going to try it though, we'll see what happens. Sam and I are going to build my room and make it awesome. I'm going to re-paint it like a light sage green or a pretty light brown.. then I'm going to paint HUGE flowers on the one wall with all these bright colors. Sam and I are going to build me some shelves for my books and niknaks. It'll be fun.
Uhm, what else. I don't know now... I'll write more later or when I have more time because I should probably go get ready for work.
OH!! I've been working out for 2 weeks tomorrow. I've been feeling really good about it, although I haven't seen any results yet so I'm getting frustrated. Hopefully I see some soon because if I don't I'll get discouraged and quit my gym membership...
Farrah Fawcett and Micheal Jackson and Billy Mays, WTF. |
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[May. 27th, 2009|11:05 pm] |
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I'm not going to culinary school anymore and if I end up in jail tomorrow, it'll be a nice life experience. I'm going to go to OCC tomorrow and throw a fit and then probably threaten them with a bomb and go to jail. I'm so angry today. Jon even called me and talked to me because I was so upset. Sam's not having a good day today either and I just want to go to Oswego and curl up on his bed and lay with him and giggle until our troubles are gone. What a shitty day. |
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[May. 17th, 2009|12:55 am] |
I'm going to visit the Culinary Institute of America tomorrow with Megan and Sam!
Then we're going to eat at Bombers in Albany! and have tofu fries!
So yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! |
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[May. 12th, 2009|10:42 pm] |
I HATE WHERE I LIVE.
I WANT TO GO SLEEP SOMEWHERE ELSE.
SOMEONE SAVE ME. |
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[May. 11th, 2009|09:51 pm] |
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I have to get rid of my cats, anyone know someone who wants a brother sister duo? |
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[May. 6th, 2009|04:34 pm] |
Brandon sent me this video, which is a cover for a Joanna Newsom song (I am downloading her album now).. but man, male violin players are sexy hahahahaha
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[May. 5th, 2009|07:45 am] |
We got our electric bill yesterday, it was 265 dollars, 65 a person. That's a problem. I can't afford 65 dollars a person. No one shuts the lights off or turns their televisions off and there are 4 (if not 5) computers running at all times. Last night I got home and every single light was on in the house, even Dave and Andy's bedroom lights (they weren't even home). This apartment just sucks right now. I had to not only take out 5 bags of garbage this weekend, but I also had to bring the cans up to the road last night. You may all think these are trivial things, but when I have to do them repeatedly and I'm the only one who does them, it gets annoying. And please don't tell me, "I told you so". Their irresponsibility and failure to care about anyone but themselves is disrupting my life.
Work was boring yesterday, I froze the whole time. Then I had to take Andy to do a bunch of errands. We got home late and I ended up meeting up with Sam again to play air hockey. He kicked my ass at every single game. Every time I laughed at him for me scoring a point, he would immediately score a point on me. Karma was teaming up with Sam and it wasn't fair! We also went to Barnes & Noble and looked at graphic novels and field guide books for a wicked long time. Talking about super crazy things that live in the ocean and big foot and lightening storms and tornadoes. It was fun. Then we sat in his van for a looooong time and chit chatted. Sam is a cool kid.
So of course when I got home I was pissed about the lights and the electric bill so I talked to Megan about it and Jesse was over.. and Megan has to be the person she is and pissed me off by saying to me "so, are you dating yet?" in that stupid fucking sarcastic tone she has when she's pissed at me and won't say it. I snapped at her and pretty much screamed "jesus christ, no I'm not dating him!" Then after Jesse left she sat on the couch with me and we argued more because I'm fucking unhappy at this apartment, I can't stand it, I can't stand being so responsible for people who don't give a fuck... and that's what I told her. She asked me if I was going to be moving out in July and I told her I didn't know.. told her I may not have a job by July and she said "well why aren't you looking for one?" like I'm being irresponsible. So I snapped at her again and did my crazy hands above my head I want to fucking shoot someone "because I don't want to!!!!!" almost crying fit thing. I don't know, this apartment stresses me out. Lately I'm only happy when I'm not here, or when I'm here on my own time and actually feeling this place. I have no idea WHAT I'm going to do.
Tonight I'm hanging out with Fubu and then tomorrow Megan has off, so I'll be hanging out with her. This weekend I'm going fishing (I think?) with Sam and then Sunday is Mother's Day, so I will be making my mum some cream puffs and going to my Nanny's for dinner (where I will have bbq fake chicken, yayayayayay =D). So yeah!
Worky time now. |
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[May. 2nd, 2009|08:37 am] |
So I have a lot of hostility. Everyone knows how to push my buttons. How do I change this? I can't control my anger.. as much as I try.. it just builds up and then I snap and I'm super pissed! Help!
Last night was fun though. I cleaned almost the whole apartment while no one was here, argued with Dave when he got home, cable guy came and fixed my television which makes me happy. Took a shower, laughed and giggled with Dave and Megan. Then went out to great northern mall and hung out with Sam (who I haven't seen since Canton) and a bunch of his friends and went and saw Wolverine, which was awesommmeeee. I'm really glad that I went. I pretty much talked to Sam from 11 am yesterday till 2 am this morning. He's a neat kid =) Now Megan and I are getting ready to go to the used cook book sale at the Liverpool library! The week I was depressed I ate nothing, this past week I ate nothing but junk, today I am drinking detox tea and eating mostly fruits and vegetables and maybe a lite dinner (like salad or something). My body just feels like CRAP!
K, leaving now! |
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[Apr. 30th, 2009|04:36 pm] |
HI GUESS WHAT. TALLY ONE MORE FOR ALISHA'S ACCIDENT RECORDS!
Some asshole pulled out in front of me not even fifty feet away from me and I T-Boned him. Luckily I was only going about 25 mph or it would have been a lot worse. My car is fine, its got a bunch of his paint on the bumper... his car got pretty crunched, not horribly crunched, but enough.. Annnnnnd I have whiplash I'm pretty sure because I literally had to SLAM as hard as I could on my brakes and hit him pretty hard.. my neck has been warm and tingly all day and I've had a headache. I'm going to go to the doctors if it hurts worse tomorrow. I'm just glad that the two accidents I have been in haven't been worse. |
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[Apr. 30th, 2009|07:44 am] |
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Step one accomplished, I have paid off my stupid OCC bill.. they should cash the check by atleast Monday and then I will go to OCC and sign up for classes... I talked to both the Dallas and Austin Le Cordon Bleu schools... so far (from just the conversation ) I'm liking Dallas better.. she talked to me for a good 45 minutes and told me all about the curriculum and the school... they just opened their doors in 2007 and had their first set of classes start October 2007 and their first set of graduates this year. It's a 15 month course, 12 months of Monday-Friday for five hours a day and then 3 months of interning. They have extra clubs and things for specific interests (like baking, wedding cakes, vegan/vegetarian). When I go visit my father I will be visiting both schools and then if Rhode Island or Pennsylvania ever calls to talk to me, I will be touring their schools as well. Both schools are about 4 hours away from my fathers house, which is awesome because that's practically just like Canton and I would be able to go to his house on weekends. I need to do this though. I neeeeed to. This week also I am going to try my hardest to obtain health insurance... then my first step is a nose, throat and ear specialist (and to get my tonsils taken out) and then a therapist I will see on a regular basis. Gotta go to work now though! |
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[Apr. 29th, 2009|10:27 pm] |
what a beautiful apartment.
how much I loved you.
too bad I'll probably be moving out in July.
Oh well. |
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